Being Authentic

I want to share with you something cool that happened to me today. I am in the process of finishing a nine month contract with a company so currently hunting for further work for when my contract finishes mid April. I have some specific skills within my industry but for the past 18 months – 2 years I haven’t been using those specific skills in an effort to step away from work pressure and focus on my husband’s health and our time together. Instead I’ve taken on some more administrative roles – less money, less pressure, while hubby has recovered. This has been good for us, great for my mental health, and also good for my self confidence which took a bit of a knock at one stage. My husband and I have a mortgage and I feel that I need to contribute towards that and I have done that.

I found a role advertised which uses my skill set and had some great potential opportunities. More responsibility and more money and getting back into what I’d trained for. I felt I had to apply for it, wasn’t sure I wanted to but it seemed appropriate, along with several other clerical-type roles I’m currently applying for. I didn’t expect to get an interview due to the caliber of others available with these skills in my city – but was asked earlier in the week to attend a formal interview, planned for today.

Now in preparing for the interview I had to plan answers to potential interview questions and the answers I planned didn’t roll off my tongue like they would have 18 months ago. My memory isn’t always great – but I know that and I know where to go to get the information I need.  During the interview planning I was aware of the ‘anticipation butterflies’ appearing in my gut and starting to make their presence known – that sense of potential stress, a little anxiety -the potential for my anticipation of the interview and the stress surrounding it to be blown all out of proportion. So I determined that actually I was going to put my best foot forward, NOT STRESS, use this as interview practice, and attempt to focus on just being authentic – just being me. Rather than trying to ‘wow’ them with my skills, I’d try instead to be ‘real’ and they could decide from there if I was a good fit for their organisation.  So in my preparation, focusing on being real and hoping they’d see ME, took the stress out of the equation, and mostly kept the butterflies at bay. This isn’t about impressing anyone -it’s about being authentic.

I turned up early and relaxed and focused on being real. The interview panel consisted of 3 women who seemed friendly and chatty and after the first few minutes I ended up sharing with them that my goal for this interview was just to be authentic, which they seemed to appreciate, and commented that my covering letter was very open and honest and that was all good. We were off to a great start. In outlining the structure of the interview I was told I would be given the opportunity to ask questions at the end. I said I did have some questions but asked if they would like me to leave them until later. “What sort of questions?” So I said I just wanted to get a feel for the role – how big was the team, what was the specific focus of the role, how junior or senior was the position etc, as I wanted to make sure I was positioning myself correctly and didn’t want to waste their time. (The job description had been fine but hadn’t been very specific, which I imagine gave them access to a greater number of potential candidates.) They were fine with that and told me what I needed to know -there was a key area of focus which wasn’t one of my strengths. I have a some great skills but the focus of this role wasn’t something I had done much of, it was some years earlier, and while I was happy to learn, if that really was the focus and they needed someone to hit the ground running with this role, then I wasn’t what they were looking for. So I suggested as pleasantly as I could that we terminate the interview at that point and explained why because I wanted to be real and didn’t want to waste their time. They were clearly surprised, but seemed to appreciate my honesty. One of the interviewers asked if they could keep me in the mix for this role -even though I had just been honest about my strengths and obvious weaknesses – and I said that was fine. Then the Human Resources consultant sitting opposite me said “In that case I’d like to talk to you about other potential opportunities within our organisation for someone with your skills” and I said I’d be happy to chat.  The other interviewers left the room and the HR consultant and I chatted for the next half an hour – I was honest about what skills I wanted to use and what was important to me these days – my sense of work/life balance, the fact that I’m determined but a lot less driven these days – I tend to be softer, more empathetic and compassionate (characteristics this organisation says it values) etc. It was a lovely friendly chat. She said she’d have a chat to some of her colleagues and get back in touch via email within the next few days.

I left the interview elated! I had had a great time, shared part of myself – had a great response and been true to myself. I felt like I’d acted with integrity, honesty and authenticity to the point that it might well have been to my detriment -but it wasn’t. The point here is that it doesn’t matter whether they make contact or not – I was true to myself and the responses I got back from doing so were very positive – and proof that I’d done the right thing.  I went back to my current job and was able to share with some of my friends there about what a positive experience the interview had been, even though I had terminated the interview after only ten minutes or so! I was proud of me! I was true to my word; I was authentic; and I think I left the interview with my integrity in tact.

I am attempting to make a habit of self-compassion and self-care. I was true to myself, honest, showed integrity, and I definitely felt like I had been authentic. I left the interview feeling like the winner I am!

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13 thoughts on “Being Authentic

  1. I love this! Being genuine & honest about your skills and experience is something I wish more people would do. I follow the same logic as you but in my role (where I do the hiring & firing at work) I see so many people who “fluff” out their resumes. Honesty is a quality to be admired and its unbeatable in an employee. Best of luck with the coming opportunities!!

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    1. Thank you – really appreciate your comments and your perspective. I was told the team manager is big on honesty and maybe that’s part of the reason why. The consultant said my comments would have been just what the team manager would have wanted to hear (nice to be told that). Thanks for your feedback and your kindness 🙂

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  2. To thine own self be true. I try to conform with the norm but I always tend to find my true self. I just can’t be anyone else but me. I’m good with that. Good for you. Bask in the moment of your delight. Hope all goes well for you. You and yours have a peaceful day 🙂

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  3. How wonderful! And it sounds as if the real you did connect with the HR person. Since part of your goal was practicing this kind of an interview and she worked for HR, I’d say no matter how it turned out: You hit a homer! Good for you!

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